a lazy person that lacks ambition

If you've got the time I've got the pics, if you've got the fingers you've got the clicks.

I still haven't taken any pictures lately so these three pics are leftovers from my last mini-vacation....I really need another mini-vacation !!!

It was a busy day today. It wouldn't be a busy day to a normal person, but to someone as lazy as I am, I count just getting out of bed in the morning as half a day's work. And when I have something to do, I only work on it briefly. If I spend 15 minutes trying to scrape the glued-down foam sandwich board off the bottom of my soon-to-be-new propane tank cubby, It's all the work I'm going to get done by lunch.

Of course, laziness doesn't count for all the work I find ways of getting out of; lack of ambition has much to do with it. I seldom have a desire to accomplish anything useful, and when I do, that desire is fleeting and and soon out of my memory forever.

But at least I do have some ambition sometimes, but it does me no good because I procrastinate constantly. No matter how important a job is, I am almost always able to put it off until I can't remember what it was I was supposed to do.

And I'm not talking about your run-of-the-mill everyday average procrastination; I have stage IV procrastination, that's the psychiatric term for procrastination without any associated guilt. I can put off anything for any time and have no guilt about it whatsoever... In my life, anything can be put off till tomorrow except eating, sleeping, and writing my blog.

 I don't know how my blog ended up being on the same level as eating and sleeping. It certainly didn't start that way. I was going to write whenever I felt like it, but for some inexplicable reason, it Began to mean a lot to me, and now I enjoy working on my blog .

It could have something to do with the fact that before I became a full-timer, I enjoyed several hobbies, but living in a camper cut my hobbies down to just one, which is photography. And even though I don't think of my blog as a hobby, it could be my blog is taking the place of all my other hobbies.

That would be strange to me because I don't like writing; I don't ever remember enjoying writing about anything... It reminds me too much of school, which I didn't like, and I don't recall school ever liking me. But I enjoy my blog and will continue until I don't. And then my laziness, lack of ambition, and procrastination will gang up on me and I will be forced to write my blog...Tomorrow.

Theboondork